There is hope!

Over the weekend all the families in our travel group confirmed they had received their "letters". Ours did not come. This meant our travel dates would be September/October instead of June. I was absolutely heartbroken (just ask anyone who talked to me - I broke down and cried everytime).

I talked with our agency this morning and THERE IS HOPE for June! Our agency told us a few things about what had happened BUT they also said they are booking our flights for June. See, now even typing that makes me cry! Could I actually be holding my son in 5 short weeks??????

Our agency said our letter should come in the next 2-3 weeks. But, she did say if FOR SOME REASON, it doesn't come, we will not be able to travel until September. :-(

I was dreaming of Evan last night and the moment we actually see him for the first time. He was sitting in a room and we walked up the stairs and there he was. My heart was pounding and I (of course!) was crying and the 3 of us (Chris, Caleb and I) just couldn't believe that little boy sitting there was our Evan.

I don't know a whole lot right now...but I am holding on to the sparkle of hope from our agency...I know she is booking our tickets so the Director must feel confident that our Letter will come, right?

I prayed for a miracle all night...I am almost afraid to believe it can happen!

I'll keep you posted....